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Life is a bitch sometimes. The girl you are chasing after, tells you that she just needs some space and time. But then, you find out she has feelings for her mom's boyfriend's son, after she denies it, and tells me she needs space.
I didn't know getting space and relaxing, meant chasing after another guy already. Thanks for informing me, DOH!
I think it hurts so bad, because I just didn't lose a girlfriend, she was my... best friend... and i'm so lost without her....
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.away with the memories.
.shes given up so easily.
.maybe i should fall back in line.
.and follow her lead.
.it seems its the only real option left. __________________________________________________________
Well i've pretty much came to the conclusion that Alayna is over me, and will never believe me. So i'm going to just have to man up, and get over it, as much as it hurts.
With that said, I decided to change my profile picture to a really good memory. That was so long ago. The other day I found a calendar from 2004 of mine and on December 28th it said "1 Year, 10 Months <3", it broke me down, it's in the trash now, useless.
Time to put a cap on talking about her though, I suppose it's time for a new beginning.
Any hoot, this summer has actually been really good, I can't believe how much i've hanged out with the guys. They are like my brothers.
Tonight i'll probably be with Bucky, what a suprise there. No clue what we are doing, we never really plan anything out. It just happens yo.
I worked 8-5 today. Went to sleep at 3 last night and had to wake up at 7. I'm pretty drowsy now. I like not having to close though, it was well worth it. This week's work schedule consists of...
Sunday (tommorow) - 1:30 PM - 7:00 PM Monday - 6:00 PM - 10:00 PM Friday - 8:00 AM - 3:00 PM
Not too bad, a lot of days off. I like it.
That's all for now. |